During Holy Mass I had the following experience: Shortly before the Consecration I saw a large, black plane. The plane formed itself into a big black Cross. Thus within this black Cross appeared a smaller, narrower and shining Cross that sparkled on all sides. This Cross,

ablaze in the midst of the black Cross, shone so brightly that the big Cross became wholly bathed in its light.

During the Consecration I saw the chalice that was being raised, encircled by a halo of brilliant light. From out of the chalice emerged in horizontal position a ‘Spiritual Sacred Host.’ This Sacred Host was translucent. After that the Sacred Host came to rest above the chalice in a vertical position.

I discerned a difference between the Host that was still lying in front of the Priest, and the Spiritualized, Sacred Host." The latter irradiated such splendor in all directions that it hurt my eyes.

Then the Priest took the Host that lay before him and held it up. I saw the Spiritualized Sacred Host combine with the Host the priest was holding up and with it form one blazing light. This was a most resplendent sight- words cannot suffice for adequate comment.

The next thing I saw was that the light that shone round about the chalice and the Priest, was tending in the direction of the spot in (our room) where the Lady had always appeared. Then the two lights became one. For, in the meantime, the light that always accompanied the Lady had entered the room. The whole room was now one ocean of light.

The chalice meanwhile. stood on the altar and I now saw that blood was streaming out of it. At the same time I heard the words "They have reviled Me again. They have nailed Me to the Cross anew. Make atonement."

The light stayed in the room all the time. Then it looked as if the light was being parted and presently I saw the Priest, ready to distribute Holy Communion.

When I had received Our Lord, I heard a sentence in an utterly strange tongue. I asked "What does it mean?" and heard the answer,- I AM THAT I AM."

It was not the voice of the Lady, I did not get the sense of this saying. After a pause the voice said

"MAKE THIS MESSAGE KNOWN TO THE WHOLE WORLD."

To this it added. "Lead the Rosary this afternoon." Then the light slowly vanished and I could see my surroundings again.

25th March 1971

First the light appeared during the Consecration. At the elevation I saw the Sacred Host grow ever whiter and brighter, as if it was going to be white fire, radiating on all sides. At the elevation of the Chalice I saw a Cross rising from it. Thick drops of blood trickled down from the Cross and fell into the Chalice. Suddenly I saw the Cross ablaze with beautiful light and it emitted rays to all sides. The Chalice became so beautiful that it appeared to be more precious than ordinary gold.

I saw the Priest standing in the Light. Then Heaven opened before my eyes. I saw a heavenly vision and ceased to see my normal environment. It was an unfathomable, awe-inspiring depth into which I looked.

The first Light was still there, but now I saw a second Light coming over and through the first Light. Then, in that depth, I saw the Chalice standing, with above it the brilliant Cross surmounted by the Holy Host, shining and luminous. It was a flood of Light of two different shades. Now a third light, a broad glittering bundle of slanting rays appeared over all this. I could quite easily distinguish the different shades of the Lights. Then, at the top of that last bundle of rays, a magnificent, radiating white Dove appeared hovering with its wings spread out. It all together formed an impressive heavenly vision: that white Dove emitting its rays over the Chalice, the Cross and the Sacred Host below.

December 8th, 1971

When receiving Holy Communion, I suddenly saw an open space in a heavenly garden full of light. It is not possible to express in human words the beauty of that garden and that light. The Light was heavenly and looked like dazzling -white fire. In the centre of that open space I saw a grandiose fountain; the height and the distance attained by its jets of water were enormous. The longer I watched them, the more brilliant they became. In the brilliance of that Light they seemed to form one immense interplay of the most splendid crystals. It was one great sparkling splendor. Once again: it cannot be expressed in words. After a while I heard a voice from the far background: "The Struggle is Over." And the fountain began to sparkle still more heavenly and majestically.

11th February, 1972

When I had received Holy Communion, I saw again the vision of the heavenly garden with the fountain in the centre of a large plain. Below this garden however, there was a large empty space and, below that space again, the globe. So I saw the whole in three scenes, one below the other. The globe was entirely wrapped in darkness. Suddenly I saw the globe splitting up into two almost flat parts. Then a more powerful light came from the sky all over this split up world. The fountain spouted its crystal jets high up into the sky and I saw them come down with violent force over that split-up world, which absorbed them entirely. It was one dazzling light on that earth and I saw the crystals sinking deep into the soil.

Then a huge and magnificent rose-bud, silvery and heavenly, came up from that split-up world. This bud developed slowly upwards, standing in that open space between the heavenly garden and the earth. The bud opened, leaf after leaf and then that heavenly Rose stood forth in all its glory.

31st March, 1973

At the consecration I saw an enormously bright Light coming over the altar and the Priests. At the elevation of the Sacred Host, it began to live and I experienced the presence of the Lord. I heard:

"You nations,

kneel before your Lord.

He is there."

At the elevation of the chalice I saw a glorious Cross appearing over it and a sort of letter "A" to the left and a letter -n- to the right of it. Then I had a heavenly vision.

In front of me I saw a dragon with several heads and I counted seven of them, each with its own character. Together they formed one big mouth which suddenly opened and vomited something. I saw it was all vipers which they vomited. Lying about between them were lots of eggs, which they themselves gobbled up. It was a terribly ghastly sight and I was filled with abhorrence. I heard:

"You, brood of vipers, woe to you".

Suddenly a rock stood in front of me and in the soil next to it was a staff with snake. Water and fire appeared round about it. I heard a clock striking with very sonorous strokes and I counted twelve. Next I saw another rock, much higher and more impressive. And a staff with a brass snake came down from heaven. It landed exactly next to the rock. Then four books were laid in front of it. I heard:

Then I heard, "Follow Me".

And I saw a radiant blue sky with a large white cloud. This opened and I was taken up again into the Kingdom, but this time it was even much more heavenly than before. I have no words for it, it was so heavenly great. When I saw the Lord in all His Glory, I heard:

I also saw the crowned Lady in her heavenly splendor. And I heard heavenly music. Then I saw a lion, followed by a bull, then an angel and finally a big eagle, all coming in front of this throne and they bowed low before that heavenly scene. Now I see glorified people of various races coming and they too bowed most reverently before this throne.

After that I was returned to my first condition. But this grieved me so much that tears poured from my earthly eyes. I heard:

This is your commission."

And I saw that the painting from the Chapel was being carried as in procession through the streets. We arrived in a large square where the majestic church was standing. Many peoples were represented and entered the church. In the church, I heard:

"Now here is the Community of All Nations.

The world will receive its blessings from this place."

Then everything faded out of sight. I had the Sacred Host still unconsumed on my tongue. And I said "My Lord, who am I, that I am allowed to witness this? I thank You."

More and more heavenly beings came downwards. Next I saw an altar and the Chalice and Sacred Host were placed on it. All the heavenly beings knelt down round that altar and made a very deep bow. Meanwhile I heard the following words:

"The instructions have been given.

You, My priests, carry them out and guard this Divine Secret."