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The Way of Divine Love - Part 4 From the writings of Sister Josefa Menendez...
29th March 1923 "Josefa, today is My great day, the day of Love.
Its feast day," said Our Lord on the morning of Holy
Thursday. She was at prayer in her cell and suddenly He came as
on the preceding day, with a Heart surrounded with flames. She
renewed her vows and fell on her face in adoration before Him, He
Spoke: "Today is the day on which I give Myself to souls, that I may be for them just what they wish: If they look on Me as their Father I shall be a Father to them....If they desire Me as their Beloved... If they need strength I will be their strength and if they long to console Me, I will let them console Me..All I want is to give Myself to them...and to fill them with graces prepared for them...I cannot withhold them any longer. What Josefa shall I be to you?""My All Lord, for I am nothing!" Tranquil peace and gratitude filled Josefa's heart, and
so she went to Mass, then to Holy Communion. On returning to her
place she at once renewed the complete offering of her whole
person to her good and beloved Master, definitely abandoning
herself into His hands for ever. Jesus ratified the offering... "It must be on account of your nothingness and
utter misery that you must let Me kindle your heart's fire,
consume and destroy it. You surely know that nothing and misery
cannot resist." Josefa spent the whole day under the power of Love that
gives...and Love that humbles Itself before Its own...She would
hear these words from her Lord while in the silence and
recollection of that day through the ceremonies of religious life,
the last actions, the last outpourings of the love of Our Saviour
among His own. At about four in the afternoon Josefa was at prayer in
her cell near a statue of Our Blessed Lady, and was thinking over
the mysterious words of Jesus, when He Himself appeared. "Yes Josefa, I did indeed say that Love gives
Itself to Its own and it is true..Come, draw near My Heart and
enter in, and taste and see what its overwhelming emotions are. "Love gives Itself as food to Its own and this
food is the substance which gives them their life and sustains
them. Love humbles itself before Its own...and in so doing raises
them to the highest dignity. Love surrenders Itself in totality,
It gives in profusion and without reserve. With enthusiasm, with
vehemence It is sacrificed, It is immolated, It is given for those
It Loves. The Holy Eucharist is Love to the extreme of
folly." It looked as if Our Lord at that moment was unable to
retrain the burning effusions of His Heart, then His voice changed
and He spoke with gravity, saying: "This Love will lead Me to
My death!"... Then, turning to Josefa, He addressed her directly:
"Today you are sustained, consoled and strengthened by love;
tomorrow Josefa, you will accompany Me to Calvary and suffer with
Me." The sombre shades of the Passion were about to descend
on a day which had been all light. During the night, spent in part
in the Chapel in prayer at the Sepulchre, she was again allowed to
share in the Cross, the Crowm, the anguish and the sorrow of her
Master, treasures she had learned to bear and to esteem for His
sake. Towards midnight He appeared and called her to share with Him the solitude of the dungeon. His white tunic was shreds and stained with Blood: His sacred countenance bore vivid traces of the injuries and ignominy to which it had been subjected: Josefa He said "You have been My comfort..now I come to
take back My Cross. Keep Me company now...Do not leave Me alone in
prison..When I raise My eyes, let Me find yours looking at Me. The
presence of a sympathetic heart greatly consoles one who suffers.
Do you realize this? You who have experienced the tenderness of my
Heart, can gauge what My Heartache is at being so outraged by My
enemies and deserted by My friends..." Jesus then left her saying: "No need to say adieu, for are you not always with Me?"
Good Friday-30th March and 31st 1923 At about six in the morning when at prayer, she
noted..."I saw Him as during the night, but a red mantle
had been thrown over His white tunic. He seemed utterly spent. At
once He said to me "'Josefa, My enemies are soon going to load the
Cross on My shoulders. It is so heavy' "I implored Him to let me carry it, for I so long
to help Him... "'Yes take It' He said @and may your love mitigate
My pain...I have made My sufferings known to you....follow Me in
them....accompany Me and share in My agony."' In the course of the morning He returned to dictate to
her the Stations of the Cross He had made with her two days
before. "His face was torn" she wrote, "His eyes
swollen and filled with Blood .... He let Me kiss His feet at the
seventh, the eleventh and the thirteenth Stations, and before
leaving He said to me: 'the hour of the Crucifixion is
approaching..I will warn you when the time comes.' Towards half past twelve I saw Him again" she
continued. His tunic had been wrenched off half His Body. "Now is the moment when the executioners are about
to fasten Me to the Cross Josefa." Then, she wrote: 'Such an agonizing pain shot through
my hands and feet that my whole body was shaken...At the same time
I heard the strokes of the hammer, slow and resounding afar.... In a faint and dying voice He said these words:
"Now is the hour for the world's redemption! They are about
to lift Me up as a spectacle of derision to the crowd....but also
of admiration to souls..." I saw Him a few moments later. He was fastened to the
Cross and it had been lifted up erect. Peace has come to the world!...The Cross, hitherto an
instrument of torture on which criminals were made to die, is
changed into the light and peace of the world and the object of
the most profound veneration. "Sinners will draw pardon and life from My Sacred
Wounds..My Blood will wash away and efface all their filth and
foulness. "Pure souls will come to My wounds, their to slake
their thirst and kindle flames of love int heir hearts...there
they will find a refuge, and forever make a home. "The world has found a Redeemer, and chosen souls
THE MODEL THEY MUST COPY. And as for you Josefa, these hands are
yours to give you support, these feet to follow you and never
leave you alone. Write all that you see." Once again Josefa attempted to describe Our Saviour as she saw Him. She knew that this manifestation was made to her for the sake of souls, that she might transmit to them the testimony of His torments. Putting all her power to the task, she tried to omit no part in her narrative:
'He was
nailed to the Cross. The Crown of thorns encircled His brow and
great spiky thorns furrowed deep into His flesh. One longer than
the rest had pierced its way through His forehead and emerged near
the left eye which was much swollen. His face covered with Blood
and filth leaned forward a little to the left. Though His eyes were very swollen and Blood shot they
were open and gazed earthwards. All over His wounded Body were to
be seen the weals and welts caused by the scourges which in some
parts had torn away fragments of flesh and skin. Blood flowed from
His Head and from His other wounds. His lips were purple and His
mouth slightly twisted, but when I saw Him for the last time at
about half past two, it had assumed its normal shape. The sight was so pitiable that it wrung my heart with
compassion. What caused me most sorrow was that He could not use a
hand to touch His face. 'What strength this sight gave me, Jesus nailed hands
and feet...stength to leave all and to submit to His will in
everything, however costly. 'I also noticed as I gazed at Him on the Cross how they
had torn away His beard. It had given such majesty to His
Face....and His once beautiful hair which used to add such grace
to His personwas all matted, all tangled and clotted with Blood,
and falling across His face.' This painful spectacle left Josefa, so to speak,
annihilated and this is not hard to understand. She seemed drowned
in sorrow. She spent all the afternoon in the little cell that had
witnessed so many favours, and that today by God's will had taken
on the resemblance of the summit of Calvary. A silence gripping in
its intensity reigned there, and Josefa in prayer associated
herself with the sacrifice of the Redeemer. Towards half past two she wrote: 'Jesus spoke again in
a faint and faltering voice.
Josefa listened to the seven words of Jesus. amplified by
the outpourings of His Love. "Father forgive them for they know not what they
do: They have not known Him who is their life. On His shoulder
they have heaped the fury of their iniquities. But I beseech Thee,
Father, heap upon them the full measure of Thy Mercy. "Today thou shalt be with Me in Paradise....for
thy faith in thy Saviour's mercy has wiped out all thy offences
and it will lead thee to eternal blessedness. "Woman behold Thy Son!...O Mother Mine!..these are
My brethren..keep them...love them...You for whom I died are no
longer alone; you have a Mother to whom you can have recourse in
every necessity.'" Here Josefa interrupted her narrative. I saw near the Cross the Blessed Virgin, standing
erect. She was gazing at Her Son. She wore a purple garment and
veil and spoke in a voice which was firm though full of deep
sadness: "See my child, the state to which His Love for
souls has reduced Him!...He whom you see in so sad and pitiable a
state is My Son. Love is driving Him to His death...and it is Love
that constrains Him to make all men brethren by giving them all
His own Mother." "My God, why hast Thou forsaken Me?..... Yes henceforth, a soul has the right to say to its God:
'Why hast Thou forsaken Me?' After the mystery of the Redemption
was consummated, man became the Son of God, Christ is his brother,
eternal life his heritage. "I thirst!...."O My Father, I thirst indeed
for Thy Glory, and behold now is the hour at hand! Man shall
henceforth know through the fulfillment of My words that Thou
indeed hast sent Me and Thou shalt be glorified.
I thirst for souls, and to appease this thirst I have given
the last drop of My Blood...and so I can say: "All is consummated! "Now at length is accomplished that great mystery
of Love in which a God delivers up His own Son to death. I came
into this world to do Thy Will; O My Father it is accomplished. "Into Thy Hands I commend My Spirit! "To Thee I give back My Soul. Thus shall souls
that do My Will have the right to say in all truth: All is
consummated..My Lord and My God, receive My soul which I commit
into Thy Hands. "Josefa, write down what you have heard. I want
souls to hear and read what is written...so that they who thirst
may drink and the hungry may be filled" After these words, said Josefa He disappeared. In unspeakable sadness of heart I kept the Cross and the nails until about six o clock that evening: when suddenly all ceased except the pain of the Crown of Thorns.
Our Lord's very frequent visits came to an end on the
Good Friday evening. All Holy Saturday Josefa weighed down by the
recollection of the previous day's revelations. At about half past two on Easter morning Our Lady
appeared radiant in loveliness. She spoke only these words: "Daughter, My Son and your Divine Master suffers
now no more, He is risen and glorious...His wounds are a fountain
from which innumerable souls will draw grace, and a shelter will
find a home. Be prepared daughter to adore His Glorious
wounds!" She vanished instantly.... "I cannot say how sad I was at seeing Her go...wrote Josefa...I should have loved to fly after Her, so as not to remain alone-but I saw Her no more."
An Appeal to the whole World Josefa is disconcerted and ashamed to see herself as
she is- especially being overwhelmed with graces, she concludes
that she should be saintly-but sees herself far from this.. Our Lord says: "You must not be troubled Josefa. I
want you to be nothing that I may be All. The smaller a thing is
the more easily it can be handled. it is just because you are so
paltry a thing that I can use you as I like. You know that I need
nothing.. and all I ask of you is to be plastic in My Hands. Your
misery is of little account in My eyes... Remain as you are,
nothing..but look, and you will see what I who am All can fashion
out of nothingness. "The less there is of you, the more I shall be
your life, and you will be My Heaven of rest. Do you not know
Josefa that on earth My Heaven is in souls? To win souls Pray
Josefa, pray intensely...yes beg for souls this burning love! Josefa wrote ' He told me all my failings and said "What are you Josefa, after all? A mere pinch of dust that one blows away with a breath" Josefa begs forgiveness.. "You know that I always forgive you. If I tell you of your faults it is because of My love for you that yourself may disappear and I may live in you. And now, I will change the flame in your heart kindle it a fresh to give you new vigour for the work of your own destruction.
6th June 1923 I shall return every evening to consume all your
failings and rekindle the flame which I have put in place of your
heart. You know that it is the property of fire to destroy and to enkindle.In the same way My Heart's property is to pardon, love and purify. Never think that I shall cease to love you because of your miseries. No. My Heart loves you and will never forsake you".
7th June 1923 Josefa still fears her misery- Jesus says "Why
these fears? Have I not told you that My one desire is to forgive?
do you think I have chosen you because of your virtues? I know
well that you have nothing but misery and weakness, but as I am a
purifying fire, I will wrap you round in the flames of My Heart
and destroy you. Ah! Josefa, how often I have told you that My one
longing is for souls to bring Me their miseries! Come and let Love
consume you. Josefa prays for souls... Our Lord speaks: " When a king espouses the
daughter of a subject he assumes the obligation of providing all
that the new rank to which he has raised her requires. I have chosen you and have undertaken thus to provide
for your every want. I require nothing of you beyond what is
already yours. Give Me an empty heart and I will fill it. Give Me
a heart destitute of all adornment and I will make it beautiful.
Give it Me with all its miseries and I will consume them. What is
hidden from you, I will reveal, and all that you lack, I will take
on Myself to supply. Josefa speaks "By this He made clear to me how He
helps souls who desire only to please Him, and how He supplies
their every want, and all they lack. Jesus: "You know well, Josefa, that had I been
able to find anywhere a creature more miserable than you, I would
assuredly chosen her, in order to manifest the longings of My
Heart through her, but not finding one I chose you. You know too, what happens when an insignificant little
flower devoid of charm or fragrance springs up on a high road full
of traffic. It quickly gets trampled underfoot, by the passersby
who pay not the slightest attention to it, nor so much notice its
existence. And think Josefa, what would of become of you if I had
left you, frail and miserable as you are, to the cold of winter,
the heat of summer, to be the sport of wind and rain, assuredly
you would have died. But because I want you to live, I
transplanted you into the garden of My Sacred Heart, tending you
with My own hands, that you may grow up under the beams of the sun
with its vivifying and restoring power, who's strength is tempered
in your regard, that no injury may come to you. Ah Josefa leave yourself such as you are, to My care,
and let the sight of your nothingness never lessen your trust, but
only confirm you in humility." "If Your desire is so great, Mine for exceeds it!
I will purge and cleanse you in the fires of love." "Despoil yourself of all things, keeping back no
desire, no attraction, no personal judgement...Then, submit
yourself whole heartedly to the will of your Beloved. Let Me do
with you what I like,
and not what you desire. You ought so to confirm yourself to Me
that My will in you becomes your own, by total submission to My
good pleasure. You have given to Me all your rights by the vow of
obedience. "Would that souls understood that never are they
more free than when they have this given themselves up to Me, and
that never am I more included to grant their desires than when
they are ready to do my will in everything...Clasp tight those
chains that sweetly bind you to Me. Go and renew the vows that bind you to My feet, to My
hands and introduce you into
My Heart." "Josefa, you have just told Me that you love Me
alone...that you have despoiled yourself of everything for My
sake...that you will never have any other liberty or will than
Mine. My will is yours, your will is Mine. I shall be Master of
your thoughts, of your words and of your actions. If you have
nothing, I will provide everything for you. I will live in you, speak in you, love you, and forgive
you. "I will live in you and you in Me. I will speak in
you, and my words will reach souls and will not pass away. I will
love you, and by that love souls will discover My love for them. I
will forgive you, and souls will recognise My mercy by that with
which I have wrapped you round. Many believe in Me, but few believe in My Love...and
among those who do, too few rely on My mercy...many know Me as
their God, but how few trust in Me as their Father. I will
Manifest Myself...especially to those who are the objects of My
prediction. I will show them through you that I ask nothing of
them that they do not possess. But I do ask that all they have
they should give Me, for all is Mine. If they possess nothing but miseries and weaknesses, those I desire...even if they have only faults and sins...I desire them also. I beg them to give them to Me. Give them to Me, yes give all to Me and keep nothing, but trust My heart: I forgive you, I love you, I will sanctify you Myself."
Romans 8:38-39 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Words of Our Lord to Sister Josefa Menendez 1923
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