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I'm really excited! I get to go home in less than a week!!! But I'm also kind of scared. What if... what if... what happens when I have to leave? When's the next chance that I'll get to see my friends? Friends here in China seem far and few in between... But hey, that's what I get for going to a foreign country eh? I don't think I've ever really been homesick... not in the regular sense at least, I've always been pretty independent I suppose. But here, there's just this heavy heavy feeling right in the pit of my stomach. I get the feeling that I might be quickly turning into the shelley that smiles from habit more than from genuine feeling. I think a dose of an american living environment will do me a lot of good. I don't know how Fritzie and my cousins managed getting on in the States...
Perhaps one day I will go and get that M.Ed. And then I will have an experience to match the immigrant college students and put me on a level where I can feel what they're feeling...
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