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Dear Diary,
I feel so awful.
I feel like... the way I felt when I bombed that psych 101 midterm because I blanked on how to do a T-test. The easiest simplest, dumbest thing to forget. And yet... I forgot it anyway.
Yeah... that's exactly how I feel, only with take that feeling and times it by a thousand since that midterm only affected me. Not the people I need to work with.
and now... you're all wondering what the hell it is that I've done, eh?
Short, sweet and to the point, I accepted an order from a new client and sent it to production without taking a deposit. All without informing my superiors. And then. the client decided to cancel the order, resulting in a lot of purchased materials and no income.
And the thing is people told me that this might happen. But the client was in such a hurry. and I just wanted to comply. It never occurred that it might just happen to me... or more, it occurred, but I didn't want to believe that it would happen.
I feel very extremely sick to my stomach.
I have done nothing but waste money for this company so far.
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