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Things are letting up a little tiny wee bit.
It's really funny. You know how I was saying that my supervisor crushes all sense of spirit/initiative/any sort of good thing in an employee and then wonders why we don't have spirit? So since the situation with the client cancelling on me. I decided to give up in terms of working my way with my supervisor. I just respond robotically and waste all my time emailing her.
God I hate emailing. It reduces efficiency by like 10,000 percent.
Anyway, that aside, she emails me with:
"Shelley, where is your energy? I love your energy. I hope it comes back soon."
And I'm just all... huh. Gee, you go about stomping on my energy, making me not really want to work with you, and you expect me to be peppy around you? Anyway. I ignore that email. And later in the day she says, "I hope your energy comes back soon." And since I'm not going to say, "Well, I don't think it's likely since being required to say 'Noted.' and replying in your 'proper email format' isn't conducive to me being happy and energetic," I settle on, "I'm just tired."
I figure this is a legitimate excuse since I AM tired. and I work a LOT almost 18 hours a day sometimes. Like this morning I got up at 3 am, started to work at 3:30 and will prolly work until 8 or 9 pm. Tired is legitimate. Guess what her response was.
"You kidding? you're TIRED already?!" and then she shakes her head like it's a disappointment.
I'm just like... hey whatever. I'm over it. You can think whatever you want to think.
I got my hair straightened a few days ago. Now I look REALLY Asian! I'm sure Fritzie will be all... Shell.. your hair was already straight...
hehe... Going back to the states on the 19th.
ready or not, here i come!
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