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24 November, 2001

(GASP) A CONSECUTIVE ENTRY! hehe, finally. ohhhhh i realized that i'm into play piercing. i always knew i loved needles (don't worry i'm not drug addict, i never touch the stuff) andd...... ya. i'm also working on a new erotica piece, and i'm happy-ish. Yup. 23 November, 2001

ya i know, a lot of slow downs. sorry. but right now i don't give a $hit.

19 November, 2001

I dislike going to my counselor. She doesn't understand me, or my situation. the only person who does is a sibling of mine and love girl. love girl and i are talking alot. Oh yaaa. She said that she really does want to leave with me to alberta, when i'm 18, but she's not too sure. she's going to confirm it in a while. all i can say is "HUH?!!!!!!!" i think that's all i gots to say.

16 November, 2001

Yaaaaaaa, i haven't written in a while. last night, at like 5:00, i just had this attack of suicidal thoughts. it was really bad. but i didn't do anything thankfully. ya i may go to the mall w/ a friend today, cuz everyone is telling me to go out with friends so i'm going. I need to get outta the home anyway.

13 November, 2001

So today.....lotta stuff. Okay, one of my siblings called my counselor and told her that i'm suicidal and all the $hit along with it. So, my counselor told my vice principal. And she and i called Youth Protection, made the declaration that i am suicidal. The woman from YP will email me with my options for seeking help. Luckily, we all worked out a plan where my parents don't have to be informed:) But they may have to eventually:(

I told love girl that i'm a lesbian. she was so unaffected. just like everyone else i told:) And thankfully it didn't change our relationship! i be happiness!

12 November, 2001

Oh no. oh no no no no no no no NO! Some day soon either tomorrow or next week, one of my siblings will call up my counselor and tell her that i'm suicidal. that'll mean that my parents will be told. that'll mean me explaining why i'm suididal. that'll mean EVERYTHING IS GOING TO HELL. fun fun.

On a happier note...there is nothing. well, love girl did take my finger and stuck it in her mouth. well, she put it in, but it didn't touch anything. i still don't know why she did it...but who cares? ;)

11 November, 2001

HEY! I WROTE THE LETTER! YAY! and i sent it. so ya. and i wrote my first erotica piece!!!! Go check it out, it's called "The Letter" (coincidentally). cha.

10 November, 2001

Ya, nuthin much is going on. but i did make up a funny song on the guitar, to the tune of bikini kill's "candy". i call it "white glue smells". it's really stupid;) oh i forgot to mention yesterday that i hugged love girl! YAY! well, i asked for hugs from everyone, i was in a hugg-y mood. she was all jumpy and happy when we were hugging. that's fun. i like spinning around while hugging, that's fun too. i'm going to shut up now. hehe, bye.