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Andree was so beautiful that night, with her excited smile. We were planning to leave this dump for 3 years and now we finally can. To tell you the truth, i don't know why she wants to come (some family problem; she doesn't really want to talk about it), but hell, god knows i want her to.

We met at midnight, in front of a nearby cornershop. When she walked into my view i ran to her and hugged her. She was glad to see me, and was really happy to leave.

"I can't believe we're actually doing this!!" She says.

"Fuk, i can't either!!! I've been waiting for so long."

We spoke briefly, but we were set on getting downtown. We took the midnight bus to town, and she and i were just staring at each other, holding each others' hands in the heat of the moment. What more could we do when watching our horrendous era of our lives pass by?

At the bus terminal we ran out and we couldn't keep the smiles off our faces. We hurried to the cheapest hotel we could find.

"Do you want a single room or two?" The clerk asks.

"Um, I don't care." I reply, but mmmmm, ya i do. i want her next to me, i want to hear her heartbeat, i just want her.

"One would be good, considering how much money we have." She says.

Yessssssssss, i think to myself. But i have the feeling nothing's going to happen, she is straight... right?

We found our room, a cold, desolate single bed chamber.

"Man, they must really love us." Andree sarcastically shivers. I notice her exquisite mouth, I want to kiss it. But i can't, and that just kills me. She looks at me, waiting for me to reply.

"Uhh, ya." I said, trying to contain myself. Hell, if i held myself for 4 years, i can do it still!

"...Is something wrong? Are you okay? You're normally all jumpy and happy!!!" Her eyes light up as she says that.

"Well, tonight hasn't exactly been normal." I say with a smirk, trying to hint that some more "abnormalities" will hopefully arise. She nods her head and puts her luggage on the floor. I do the same, and take off my jacket.

To set my mind straight i needed to get away from her.

"I'm going to take a shower, hell i need it!" i say. it just slipped out. Thank you stress!

"Um sure, but hurry up, i need to talk to you"

What does she want to say? Great, something else for me to worry about. Ohhh whatever.

I quickly take my shower, which doesn't clear my head at all i should mention. Too much to think about. As i come out of the washroom, Andree's sitting on a torn-up chair next to a small bureau.

"I'm feel really... weird. Really distant from the world, ya know?" She says, "It's happening so fast, i mean, i know that we've been waiting for this for long, but it just...wow. it's hitting me hard, straight in the face."

I walk up to her and sit cross-legged on the ground in front of her, "Ya i know it's hard. I feel the same, but i'm just extremely happy. To be here, free from all that $hit, with my new life, with a new start, with you." She smiled and turned her head, as to not look at me.

"Please don't say that, you know how i feel about all caring-ness things." She has a difficult time taking compliments, considering that she's suicidal. "But i feel the same with you."

I smile, "Then there's nothing to worry about, okay? Just get some rest. I'll take the floor." She nods, says her good night, and crawls under the covers.

I take the extra bed sheet, close the light and lie down.

* * * * *

It's been twenty minutes. I can't sleep. I look out the barred windows to see the brightness of the motel's neon lights. I walk towards it and hold on the bars. Turning my head to the bed, I see Andree balled up, asleep. I grip on to the bars, resisting all temptation. "I've been fighting temptation for years, what's the difference now?" I think to myself. But there is a difference. I can't take it anymore. I can't take having to hide myself from everyone, fighting my emotions. For once in my life, I breakdown. I just fell to the floor crying. Crawling to a corner (for some reason it just felt right), I buried my face in my bent knees.

Somehow (I guess she must have heard me, but i was barely sobbing), Andree got up and kneeled down next to me. She leaned over and held me. She didn't speak a word. After a few minutes, she took my head in her hands and wiped my tears away.

"Man, please don't look at me, I'm ugly when I cry." I say, partially chuckling.

"I don't think so." She has that sincere look on her face. She kissed my forehead and pressed her face against my cheek. She crawled into my lap and we held each other.

"I love you." She whispers to my ear. I turned my head and kissed her lips, softly. At this point, I don't care what's going to happen to us. I don't care what the consequences of me doing that are. I just did it.

She kissed me back. Harder. Andree wrapped her arms around my head and frenched me. I ran my hands down her back and around her ass. She straddled me, and started biting my lips, my earlobe, my neck. I licked the side of her mouth and sucked on her neck. I felt her weight buckle as she moaned.

She grabbed my arms and pulled me up. As i got to my feet, she got ahold of me and rubbed her face against my neck as we slowly moved over to the bed.

She lay atop of me and tore off my clothes. Andree ran her tongue up my chest, my throat and the flicked her tongue back in her mouth when she reached my chin. I moaned with ecstacy. After four years, it's finally happening!

She licked around my mouth, teasing me. I licked her tongue back, with a sly smile on my face.

"mmmm, come on" I plead, i'm dying here. She jammed her tongue in my mouth. I threw my head back and let her take my body.

She moved her hands down and grabbed my ass. I dug my fingernails into her back. Moaning, we both caressed each other. She bit my lip hard enough to draw blood. Gasping, i slammed my mouth on hers as she massaged my breasts. She rubbed her face into them, kissing them. I fingered her ass in return. Sucking my nipples, she slid her finger in my cunt and we both came together.

Groaning, I pulled her over and rubbed my face against her burning-hot pussy. Lightly biting her clit, I felt her bucking and screaming. I knew she was going to cum soon, so I grabbed her ass and shoved my tongue in her already wet hole. She came right then and there, hard, and straight in my mouth. Just feeling her cum made me get an orgasm. She gripped on to my armpits and heaved me up to meet her. She got on top of me and started grinding her clit against mine. Digging my nails into her back and dragging them down, I was going insane with pleasure. I looked at her face as she orgasmed and I just couldn't take it. I bit down on her ear and moaned as loud as I could. Andree spasmed as she came all over my body, I was in heaven.

Drained of all our energy, we collapsed in each others' arms. Kissing the side of her head and stroking her back, she slowly drifted to sleep.

I woke up in the morning, alone. Confused, and still naked, I went around looking for her. She left me. I saw a letter left on the desk by the door. I was her handwriting.

"Living is too hard for me right now. Last night made me realize so much, I can't describe this feeling. I know that it's going to be tough, but I'm leaving to find myself. You made me see myself so differently; as beautiful. I know that this must seem like BS to you, but I don't know who I am anymore. I have to go, maybe we'll meet again sometime when I'm my real self.

Love you forever,

Andree"

* * * * *

Wiping away my tears, all I could do now was chuckle. It was so like her to do this. Clutching on to that letter, I got dressed, picked up my bags and left, free from all the things that bound me.

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